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Ah, sweet comforting paranoia...
Man, the more I read about Dreamwidth, the more I like it. I can see why so many people are jumping this bandwagon. The idealism is infectious.
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Two finals down, two to go! The hard part is over; tonight was Geography, the only test with essay questions. Everything else is multiple choice, so it is, as they say, downhill from here.
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Here's a question for you: How soon is too soon to start freaking out about something? Anime Expo is still a month and a half away and last night I started panicking about it. I keep flip flopping back and forth between eagerly looking forward to it and desperately wanting to just forget about the whole thing.
First of all, it's the first time I'll be going...anywhere by myself. I've been to AX before but I've always gone with Tyler before, and I'm so terribly anxious about crowds and whatnot. I just know that I'm going to get lost and be too scared to ask anyone for directions.
Secondly, Miyou is going to be there and we will be meeting for the first time.
THAT. IS. TERRIFYING.
I am absolutely convinced that she will want nothing to do with me once she meets me in person. Seriously, I would not want to be friends with me! I am the kind of internet dork that makes OTHER internet dorks embarrassed. I SAY "LAWL" AND SHIT. LIKE, OUT LOUD. IN PUBLIC.
MIYOU, I WILL BE HAPPY TO STALK YOU AND BUY YOU THINGS BUT DO NOT ATTEMPT TO MAKE CONTACT WITH ME WHILE YOU ARE THERE. TRUST ME BB, IT IS FOR THE BEST.
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Two finals down, two to go! The hard part is over; tonight was Geography, the only test with essay questions. Everything else is multiple choice, so it is, as they say, downhill from here.
~
Here's a question for you: How soon is too soon to start freaking out about something? Anime Expo is still a month and a half away and last night I started panicking about it. I keep flip flopping back and forth between eagerly looking forward to it and desperately wanting to just forget about the whole thing.
First of all, it's the first time I'll be going...anywhere by myself. I've been to AX before but I've always gone with Tyler before, and I'm so terribly anxious about crowds and whatnot. I just know that I'm going to get lost and be too scared to ask anyone for directions.
Secondly, Miyou is going to be there and we will be meeting for the first time.
THAT. IS. TERRIFYING.
I am absolutely convinced that she will want nothing to do with me once she meets me in person. Seriously, I would not want to be friends with me! I am the kind of internet dork that makes OTHER internet dorks embarrassed. I SAY "LAWL" AND SHIT. LIKE, OUT LOUD. IN PUBLIC.
MIYOU, I WILL BE HAPPY TO STALK YOU AND BUY YOU THINGS BUT DO NOT ATTEMPT TO MAKE CONTACT WITH ME WHILE YOU ARE THERE. TRUST ME BB, IT IS FOR THE BEST.
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